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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:21:31 GMT -5
Moonfrost immediately regretted what she had done. But her anger was still there. She had a right to be angry... didn't she? Whitepaw had not even a shred of a clue what Moonfrost was going through. She shouldn't talk to me like that, Moonfrost thought angrily. "I just want to die!" she shouted, but it was muffled by Lightningfire's fur.
Then she was alone when both her apprentice and her mate ran off to find Whitepaw. She felt alone, abandoned, and she didn't want to live anymore. There was no reason. Her kits didn't need a horrible mother like her.
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:23:04 GMT -5
Lightningfire had given up the chase and settled back down, "There there..."
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Post by Whiteflash on Mar 16, 2007 16:23:43 GMT -5
Smokypaw had givin up the chase almost the moment he had started.He trudged abck into camp.He would never catch up with Whitepaw.Eventually,she would come back,torn,ragged,hungry,and covered in tears.He didnt look at his mentor,but went straight to the apprentice den,stalking to the very back where no one could see him,curling up quietly.
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:24:40 GMT -5
Lightningfire frowned. Everything had gone wrong.
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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:25:38 GMT -5
"I'm going to kill myself," Moonfrost mewed quietly, "Because no one needs me and I'm all alone. My kits don't need me, I'm a horrible mother. You could raise them better. There's no reason for me to live anymore."
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:29:43 GMT -5
"Moonfrost! No!" He yowled, "I couldnt live without you!"
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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:32:48 GMT -5
"Yes you could.."she whispered, "You could find a nice young she-cat and be her mate. Find a she-cat who's a better mother. And a better warrior..And a better example setter."
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:35:23 GMT -5
"No! Moonfrost!" He was scared. Was Moonfrost REALLY going to kilol herself?!
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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:36:33 GMT -5
Moonfrost sighed, "Though I can't do it now..But when I'm stronger I will."
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:39:23 GMT -5
He snarled, "GET A GRIP MOONFROST! WE MUST STAY STRONG!"
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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:42:04 GMT -5
Moonfrost was taken aback at Lightningfire's harsh words. How mad could he get? What if he killed her because she wasn't strong? Moonfrost was trembling with fear now. She was SCARED of Lightningfire.
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:43:31 GMT -5
He sat angrily twitching his tail.
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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:45:43 GMT -5
Moonfrost tried her best not to yowl in fear. She gently nosed Skykit away towards Featherstar and the nursery. She tried to stand up, but fell back down. She had to run away.
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Post by [x].xx.Lightningfire.xx.[x] on Mar 16, 2007 16:47:57 GMT -5
"Moonfrost... I... You forgot sunkit and Thunderkit..."
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Post by moonfrost on Mar 16, 2007 16:50:08 GMT -5
"What about Sunkit and Thunderkit?" she mewed weakly, "Aren't they in the nursery with Featherstar as well?"
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